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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

send link

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

the site i am dreaming

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
no i haven't really read anything

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

hello reader,

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

sorry i am texting like a slav

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation