much more tactility
you cannot feed someone truth
propensity within someone
not their contents
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
yeah
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i see a website
idk
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
as in
it is hopeful
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.your feed looks like my tumblr
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
is this you as well
so the method has to be autonomous
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.