Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

feel you

plato

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

ahnaf abrar

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

is this you as well

much more tactility

Better Lift

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

that looks like my instagram account

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so at the end

so an active mazelike process

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

it is hopeful

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason