Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

or never left

isaac

i have read not even 1 book

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Today I felt like starting

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i love it here

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

its good

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

its good short few pages

what do you think my name is

so the method has to be autonomous

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"