The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so at the end

brb i will read and reply sincerely

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thank you, Jack

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Today I felt like starting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

idk

Picture

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

or never left

its good short few pages

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

"Put a blanket."

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

barren land

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

god being the centre magnet