Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

Today I felt like starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Picture

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

no like which do people call me

plato

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

isaac

so an active mazelike process

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

really i want the internet

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

or never left

lol yea

but really the thing should be autonomous

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i see a website

lol