part of an old note. It will get lighter.

propensity within someone

I Write Goodbye Letter


2 (actually index). two is company

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

hello reader,

Lift Analysis


lol yea

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

sorry i am texting like a slav

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thank you, Jack

what do you mean

autonomy of learning

currently

i want to do that too


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

feel you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

you cannot feed someone truth

idk

wait what is that

December 2025

we want to live the knowledge too live the content