but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

fw

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

much more tactility

that looks like my instagram account

is everyoneback on tumblr now

ahnaf abrar

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

sorry i am texting like a slav

i want to do that too

is this you as well

feel you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

barren land

its good

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

i love it here

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

idk

plato

i have read not even 1 book

magnetises a pin

have you read

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i was tempted to lie about my name

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ion

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them