December 2025

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

but i respect your search

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

you have a beautiful account btw

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

all that is to say

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

as in

no longer writing in the third person

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

It Will Get Lighter

magnetises a pin