Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

brb i will read and reply sincerely

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i have read not even 1 book

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i see a website

its performative

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

autonomy of learning

but i respect your search

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yeah

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

feel you

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

much more tactility

and the fake qualifier

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos