Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.what do you think my name is
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
currently
no like which do people call me
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i understand
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i was tempted to lie about my name
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i really havent
not their contents
is this you as well
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
isaac newton
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
like magnets