the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but i respect your search

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I am below everything.

Lift Analysis

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful