the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but i respect your search

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I am below everything.

Lift Analysis

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful