and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
We
stand there laughing. The fireworks go off
behind him.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
IWGD
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
no longer writing in the third person
but i respect your search
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
