is this you as well

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

its good short few pages

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

isaac

what do you mean

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

brb i will read and reply sincerely

currently

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

I Write Goodbye Letter

but really the thing should be autonomous

...

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

that looks like my instagram account

i was tempted to lie about my name

propensity within someone

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

part of an old note. It will get lighter.