it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
but really the thing should be autonomous
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
no longer writing in the third person
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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
division of reality is straying away from it
much more tactility
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos