but really the thing should be autonomous

really i want the internet

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


i was tempted to lie about my name

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.



god being the centre magnet

isaac newton

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

IWGD