Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I am below everything.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


much more tactility

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i have read not even 1 book

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

not their contents

plato

its good

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

fw

its good short few pages

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


isaac

have you read

you cannot feed someone truth

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Rain, starting

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idk

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

in a post. I want to be remembered

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.