the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

have you read

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i understand

isaac newton

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i dont understand magnetisation

2 (actually index). two is company

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I Write Goodbye Letter