okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

barren land

i want to do that too

i really havent

your feed looks like my tumblr

propensity within someone

send your tumblr

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

feel you

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah

lol

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Rain, starting

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

really i want the internet

no like which do people call me

much more tactility

bro i read nothing in my life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.