Today I felt like starting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i was tempted to lie about my name

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

and the fake qualifier

it is hopeful

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have you read

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

13, H, grate

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

as in

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life