Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
really i want the internet
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
no longer writing in the third person
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.hiding from the rain
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
autonomy of learning
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Better Lift
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
magnetises a pin
i was tempted to lie about my name
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yeah
we can only engage in such a way
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
so the method has to be autonomous