was it worth it
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
."Put a blanket."
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
December 2025
i really havent
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
kind of mythopoesis
bro i read nothing in my life
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books