with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
hiding from the rain
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Today I felt like starting
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc....
and the fake qualifier
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
December 2025
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i have read not even 1 book
...
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.