no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

like magnets

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

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The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

like first name

the site i am dreaming