theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i
want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game
engine
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
It Will Get Lighter
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
It Will Get Lighter
I Write Goodbye Letter
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
We gather around
the start
of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
i dont understand magnetisation
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
