lol yea

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no like which do people call me

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

propensity within someone

no i haven't really read anything

we need to be deconstructing our identities

sorry i am texting like a slav

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

abrar?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

but really the thing should be autonomous

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its performative