no longer writing in the third person

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

hello reader,

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf abrar

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Picture

feel you


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like magnets

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too