2 (actually index). two is company

idk

ahnaf abrar

and the fake qualifier

...

lol yea

is everyoneback on tumblr now

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

Lift Analysis

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

bro i read nothing in my life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i understand

was it worth it

i really havent

I Write Goodbye Letter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

thank you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

no longer writing in the third person