but really the thing should be autonomous

like first name

ion

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

lol

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

or never left

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i was tempted to lie about my name

what do you mean

its good short few pages

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

what do you think my name is

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24