but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
currently
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
yes
you have a beautiful account btw
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
kind of mythopoesis
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
bro i read nothing in my life
i was tempted to lie about my name
ahnaf abrar
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
propensity within someone
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
but i respect your search
like magnets
what do you mean
sorry i am texting like a slav