Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

no like which do people call me

December 2025

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i have read not even 1 book

i really havent

i dont understand magnetisation

but really the thing should be autonomous

i was tempted to lie about my name

...

which magnetises chains of pins

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its good

brb i will read and reply sincerely

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so an active mazelike process

idk

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

send link

i see a website

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

your feed looks like my tumblr

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

that looks like my instagram account

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

we need to be deconstructing our identities