i really havent

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we can only engage in such a way

wait what is that

idk

plato

god being the centre magnet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so at the end

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

is this you as well

and the fake qualifier

or never left

you have a beautiful account btw

Can I see

yes

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thank you, Jack

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

lol yea