it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
plato
its good
its good
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
i dont understand magnetisation
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
magnetisation/form
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
thank you
magnetises a pin
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
much more tactility
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
ion
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
like magnets
or never left
no longer writing in the third person
autonomy of learning