Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

really i want the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you have a beautiful account btw

Rain, starting

not their contents

but i respect your search

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

brb i will read and reply sincerely

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Picture

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

much more tactility

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

all that is to say