or never left

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Rain, starting

wait what is that

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

much more tactility

i have read not even 1 book

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

idk

so at the end

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Lift Analysis

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

as in

so the method has to be autonomous

no longer writing in the third person

kind of mythopoesis

its performative

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

thank you