the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

currently

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Better Lift

which magnetises chains of pins

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

or never left

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

isaac newton


i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

its good

its good short few pages

your feed looks like my tumblr

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.


13, H, grate


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

magnetises a pin

bro i read nothing in my life


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