Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

you cannot feed someone truth

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

much more tactility

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Thank you, Jack

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

brb i will read and reply sincerely

13, H, grate

i see a website

really i want the internet