Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
...
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
in a post. I want to be remembered
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out."Put a blanket."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
hiding from the rain
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
something religious, a kind of complex,
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Better Lift
but really the thing should be autonomous
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Can I see
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.