i love it here

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

plato

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

as in

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf abrar

not their contents

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

hiding from the rain

we need to be deconstructing our identities

and the fake qualifier

its performative

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression