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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
god being the centre magnet
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
I Write Goodbye Letter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
your feed looks like my tumblr
They're fucking around with
the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long
before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
It Will Get Lighter
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
