the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

13, H, grate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Better Lift

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

but i respect your search

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

yeah

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything