there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Better Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

lol

abrar?

like first name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Rain, starting

yeah

what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its performative

Thank you, Jack

you cannot feed someone truth

feel you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf abrar

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i really havent

plato