nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i have read not even 1 book

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

fw

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Lift Analysis

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

as in

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

...

not their contents

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

13, H, grate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

2 (actually index). two is company

idk

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49