This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

division of reality is straying away from it

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

i want to do that too

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone truth

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

feel you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its performative


all that is to say

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

was it worth it

the site i am dreaming

wait what is that

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its good short few pages

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

It Will Get Lighter

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

in a post. I want to be remembered



a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything