I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

we can only engage in such a way

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

you have a beautiful account btw

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Thank you, Jack

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Can I see

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

division of reality is straying away from it

"Put a blanket."

currently

Worse Lift

yes

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful