all that is to say

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

kind of mythopoesis

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

13, H, grate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

IWGD

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i see a website

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged