way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


It Will Get Lighter

Slug

bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

magnetises a pin

no longer writing in the third person

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i was tempted to lie about my name



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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i really havent


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


isaac

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

which magnetises chains of pins

sorry i am texting like a slav