we need to be deconstructing our identities


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you have a beautiful account btw

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

no longer writing in the third person

no i haven't really read anything

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no like which do people call me

i have read not even 1 book

like magnets

It Will Get Lighter

i love it here

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


the site i am dreaming

wait what is that