was it worth it

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"Put a blanket."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

like first name

...

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

but i respect your search

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models