the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yes

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.